"Fishy"

It's been a long time since I've really used metaphors when I deal in everyday's conversation but I still do hear it often . This time mostly in Chinese rather than English and at times, I gotta ask my friends for the meaning of it due to my limited knowledge of Chinese vocabularies..

It is always fun and interesting to have meals or drinks whereby it involves only 2 person at times as many things can be shared and like my friend said, you might be able to "Catch a FISH" at the end of the day/meal. How big the fish depends on your how you view it.

Had a meal with a friend who happened to be the "fish" and it was a really funny night but yet I find it interesting because it has always; ok maybe not always but most of the time difficult to get info from "Fishy". It was pretty difficult to catch Fishy actually. I had to tug and pull and release it a few times before it finally gave in..Haha..

One thing for sure is I am really happy to know that Fishy is actually willing to share with me...I know it was hard for you to say it out. Thank you for trusting in me =)

Be prepared

(Heart beating really fast while writing this) We're going to meet up, finally.......Don't know if it will happen or not 'cause it's still early...Gotta be really prepared, be it to listen or talk about it................................................

SPARTAN??!!

Come across certain people in your life whereby they can be a real hypocrite, doesn't do what they preach, back-stabbers or trying to brain wash others? Can they not realize what they are doing? Can they not realize that words will always travel although not at the speed of light or sound?

Watched the movie 300? Although cruel but it is a movie to teach one about life values. Movies do teach have its purpose and moral. Do not just watch for the fun of watching.

RESPECTS are to be EARNED and NOT bought!! Learn to be a SPARTAN..

(Just to trail off a bit here.. This is a good movie with good figting choreography altho cruel, gruesome and unrealistic. Maybe it is becuz they are trying to make it look like game effects as well. I bought a packet of biscuits to munch during the movie but had no opportunity as there were so many gruesome parts whereby my two hands were covering my eyes. Then I just opened it and starting eating but was also thinking :"Oh no, they are fighting again!! My hands are very busy at the moment!! One is busy holding the biscuit and the other putting in biscuits into my mouth. MANA ADA hand to cover my eyes when got gruesome part??!!!" but thankfully, the final battle scenes were ok..hehe)

Let Go

It's funny how time can pass by us so fast and by the time you know, it already a month and 10 days. Always wanted to talk but never had the chance. Maybe it is destined. Sigh, I guess it's ok le.. I do not know if I still wanna hear about it or not. I just feel that there's no meaning to it anymore and I feel far again. Let bygones be bygones, I guess..

I feel that there's nothing to say whenever we are all out. Why? I don't know. They talk, I listen. You talk, I listen. You ask, I answer. They seems to know what's happening around more than I do..Maybe I have to start learning to let things go..Learn to stop carrying too much hope. Thought that I have succeeded in doing that but I guess the answer's pretty clear stating: No.......!!!!!

Is it really worth it to be so unhappy over things that you might consider petty? We all go through ups and downs in our life but I just wanna share.. I know what's you're thinking and what you'll tell me. Maybe I do not want to hear about it anymore after all but I also wonder is an effort really that difficult sometimes?

You: Sigh, What is it that you really want then?

Me: Sigh, I also don't know la..Suddenly not sure WHAT I'm writing..It is fate that brought us together; I just do not wanna lose you like I had lose him before...

New Sweater ;)

Been balancing my time doing animation, studying and learning how to write reviews and Chinese. I'm currently attending Chinese classes given by Anna 老师 ;) I find it pretty interesting and will get hooked up to continue practising my work at times..Hehe..Hard work though (teacher said she will give test le..Stress!!)



Jian Yi is back from his trip and he really surprised me by giving me a sweater which was bought for Milo!! Was really touched..Thank you once again, dearest..When I went back, Milo seems to know that the sweater is for him and so I wore it for him..It looks slightly small on him but the sleeves seems to be at the right length. To me, he do look adorable and EVEN my mum who usually do NOT call out for him, called him over to her by tempting him with food to see him in his new sweater..Haha..

Sleep Needed

Aahhhhhhhhhh...It's the weekend........Eyes are like a panda now. Black, small and felt swollen!!! Although I thought of spending my time on the bed til late noon, I had to get up to teach early instead and then had a day out with my cousin brother to Mid Valley to catch a movie, lunch and makan makan..Was supposed to meet him during the weekday but got caught up with work..He's been complaining about me always '747' him but well, that day I felt being '747' instead..haha...

The day went by smoothly and happily whereby we got to know each better after not meeting up for some time..We had a good talk during lunch; slightly about life; mainly about relationships which I have never imagined myself telling him about while getting to know his juicy bits and advices from him ;) hehe..

The best part was I did not have to drive... Lunch and movie was being treated as well!!! Hahahehe...Felt really 'hang fook' le....Haha..

Gonna spend my Sunday sleeeeeeeeeeping in til late.. Got to know that school's on holiday and grandma's coming tomorrow..Have to keep my room neat and tidy.. Milo's gonna have a tough time again..Sure cannot come in house so often liao and if unlucky, use cane to scare him....Sigh.....

Sleeping during Karaoke???!!!

Ever heard of sleeping during karaoke session?? What?? u must be asking...haha, yeah tat bum happens to be me...Was reli tired and sleepy and when my bunch of frenz suggested going for a karaoke session, I just said ok but in the end, I ended up sleeping..Muahaha =P

Ian was asking for more details to be published as he said the previous entry was not juicy enough. Well, nothing much more to write actually..Hmm, lemme think..Hmm, ya lo nothing much oredi la..What I do know is just by following Ian to his church, he had a lot of explanation to do..hehe..(Must be seldom bring girls back to his church/hometown..haha) I think his dad wanted him to have dinner together but since I had one myself and did not know my way out, he being the kind gentleman went back down to KL with me and along the way, invited him over to dinner with my extended family instead..haha..In fact, I invited him when we left his house and finally I managed to persuade him..haha..I on the other hand did not have to give much explanations but one cousin brother of mine who was really curious kept asking me questions about him..haha..

Saw a movie: "Music & Lyrics" which is a romantic comedy. Pretty funny. Hugh Grant still manage to amuse me with his witty humor and tight pants with rocking hips ;)

This week has been a busy and tiring but peaceful week so far. A lot of work could be done without distraction and the feeling is just great!! Hopefully it'll be this way throughout til Friday then Weekend!!

Busy Weekend~~

The past weekend was one of the busiest and most tiring Saturday and Sunday I've ever had. Friday night celebrated friend's birthday. Hope he really enjoyed his night, love his presents and surprises. Then, computer is out of service and after sleeping for only 2-3 hours, had to get up and go fix the computer. Rushed to Low Yat and got back to office in the noon. Went back home in the late noon and 'kong' out for the night til 9pm.

Ate dinner, lepak at home watching TV while hands busy SMS-ing. Tot of going to bed early as I had to get my bum up at 5 something AM to fetch our company's "Most Outstanding and Hardworking Producer" to the airport to catch his flight to Guangzhou but was invited to yum cha..Being the 'ye sam' me, how could I reject it although was about to fall asleep while waiting for them and thought of cancelling it..Went out til 2am. Had a 3 and 1/2 hour 'nap'. My morning call came in earlier than I expected..Yawnnnnnnnnn............

Went to the airport with Ian and Xin Jie. After saying our goodbyes, we rushed to Ian's church in Sepang and I attended both services while he attended his meeting. Had lunch, joined his choir practise (nah, I did not sing. Just kay poh there), had a short rest at his house and rushed back home for dinner with my extended family...By the time I went back home, it was around 11 sth close to 12. Caps out and what happened next, was unknown to me till the next morning when I had to get up to work =p

恭喜发财

Happy Chinese New Year!! Another year of red packets and questions asked about when are you bringing ur someone special back?? Sigh... Every year it is getting more and more quiet with the lack of fire crackers and fieworks. There still are some though but not as fun as yesteryears ;)




Took Milo back home to my grandma's place and this time, he followed me instead of my dad. Funny dog..wanna know why? look at the pic [He's actuli sleeping ;)] haha...


"My Niece and Nephews"

This year I'm more of a good girl whereby I spent most of my time in my grandma's house instead of going out with my cousins. Maybe because I've been working and staying up til late so took this time to really rest. The feeling was really great. Now I know why people always say after working, it's good to stay at home. Spent some quality time with family, cousins, nephews and nieces though. Had dinner and movie with them. Great feeling and fun =D


"During"

"After"


Been a pig for the last 12 days of CNY..Still gonna be til the end of CNY cuz more dinners are coming up..Diet after that la..haha =P

I'm Back!!

I'm back to blog!! Been a reli long time since the last..Reasons? first, don't feel like it and second, no time!!! been pretty busy in a summary, life have been up and down for me. There are some sweet, bitter, fun and funny things that has happened.

Kota Kinabalu's trip have been fun although Raining season. Visited Tip of Borneo, foot of Mt. Kinabalu, a Rural village and people, cultural village and handicraft market. Though at the Tip of Borneo, can't see Philippines. What a bum!! (After going thru bumpy road in a KELISA!!). Did not climb the mountain. Visited the War Memorial Park which have gardens instead of statues.

Accompanied my friend to some CNY TV shooting whereby juz by sitting and standing around, you'll get to see and learn new, funny, frusfrating and weird stuffs. Plenty of funny and
"Kan cheong" stories heard...Saw some funny acts during Talent shows..

Celebrated 姐's birthday in Genting. It has been a long time since all of us in a gang have been on a trip and it was great that all could make it and produce 2 days of fun. Went to coffebean as usual, sat outside and had ice blended..haha..It was reli reli cold up there too and it's been a long time since we've enjoyed that coolness =P

Kena 'fong fei kei" a few times by a good fren. bz fella..Managed to tell a close fren how
I felt altho via email. good to know some stuffs from her too.. Was supposed to help out in a charity show but felt reli bad though that I did not help out much. Missed it too cuz had work to do.

Bz preparing for a roadshow and got to know new working frens. Roadshow was fun with few of us getting together again and being crazy although the first day I was not feeling well and sick =( vomitted and "Oh" twice...leg was pretty weak *sniff sniff*

V-day was celebrated with a simple dinner. Although simple, it's the people that counts. You are really a gift from above =)



CNY is coming!! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Goodbye 舅母

I guess most people would fear seeing this word regardless of, it will happen to one self or someone close. For the pass three and a half months,I've come upon relatives and family members of my friends' death. Four in total. Not a big number but yet. Just last week, my grand uncle passed away. It was a hit and run case and my mum told me that this incident was published in the Chinese newspapers. I did not attend as I had to work. I'm not very close to him but I do see him often when I was young. He is mute and I was really mad at this person who could just run away. Does he have no conscience at all??!!

Not long later, yesterday my cousin brother messaged my mum, my grandmother called and announced my aunty's death. She passed away at around 8 sth pm. I was on my way back and wanted to message my cousin sis asking her about my aunty. I had a weird and funny feeling and had planned to go back hometown to visit her during the weekend as I know her health is deterioting. Unfortunately, I did not have the chance to message my cousin nor even to see her for the last time, she is gone.

She is a wonderful woman,a good daughter, wife, daughter-in-law and mother who broughtup 5 of her children and at times, another two especially during festive seasons when my other cousin brother and I balik kampung. She would cook good and delicious food, bearing with the noises we make and all. She had cancer and had undergo chemotherapy and although she knew that it was painful and would not last for long, she would still ungergo treatment as she did not want her children to regret anything when she was gone.

I went back about a month ago and she was still fine looking although she has grown from a beautiful shapely and motherly looking woman to a skinny and bone-ny person. My cousin told me that the doctor had said that there's was no point for my aunty to go for therapy anymore and might not last till Chinese New Year 2007. I was as heart-broken as my cousin. When my parent went back for my granduncle's funeral, they saw that she was bed-ridden. There was no life in her eyes anymore and she was having a conversation with her "dead" mum.

The Chinese believes that sometimes when it is about their time to go, they would see and talk to their beloved ones who are already dead. However, I'm glad that she has passed on peacefully and that she would not have to suffer anymore.

"舅母, thank you for everything and putting up with my naughtiness when I was young. I really appreciate it all and you'll be deeply missed............................"

Hello 2007

It's 2007! My new year resolution is not done or completed yet!! Or should I just say I have not really started on it yet. Hmm... Anyways, I'm still rather lost at the moment or still in a zombie state..Maybe I'm still in my holiday mood cause taking a break from work next week..hehe..

The long break had been fine, countdown was not very great for me this year. Had BBQ with friends, watching fireworks on TV..Ha, what say you? Not to say that I do not enjoy it but somehow or rather I felt something was missing. Had a good drinking session the night before work start..Haha..dumb rite? Wanna start work already some more go drinking session the night before :p

The year started with me have flu..sigh..Early early of the year, sudah kena flu..apa sign ini la??but thankfully, this time I recovered fast and the 1st day of work in year 2007 has passed by well and being busy. More to come I guess and hopefully this year will really be a better one for me. I guess I really gotta start working on my new year resolution then ;)

Happy 2 Double-0 Seven

Bye bye 2006

Towards the end of the year and I'm starting to bade year 2006 Bye bye...I'm have been in the holiday mood since the week before Christmas and now, Short working days with long weekends.. Don't we just that idea and wish that it would happen every month of the year. Hehe.. The last week of this month is a week to be happy and merry yet sigh, think of it, getting another older BUT people always say, no no,you should say, you're getting mature and wiser.. Yeah, gotta start learnin to think positive!!

Days before X'Mas was fun.. Preparing myself to celebrate Jesus Birthday, preparing the presents and giving it my friends and eating!! Haha..Long weekend..Then just gotta work for another 4 days and then, HOLIDAY again!! Yippee!! After that? Aiya, till then only think and write le although oredi know what I have to do =p

X'Mas was celebrated by attending Midnight Mass and then yum cha session sekejap with close friends while fingers busy replying and typing greeting SMSes!! Later the day from noon onwards til nite (thought of balik, be a pig for a while but tak jadi) was at 哥's house eating, chatting, playing with the dogs and card games while drinking..Hehe..Got slightly heavier liao from all the good food..Darn..Gotta add in another item to my new year resolution!!

Giving, receiving and opening X'Mas presents was fun and unexpected gifts were received!! ALL presents that I received this year are all memorable ones.

I got a book about 'cigars' which I wanted to get but never did. Thank you so much.. Wished I could give you a hug but imagine a virtual one le ya ;)

Got a beautiful self made photo frame with a picture with my friends on it. Thank you and appreciate your effort 姐 and 哥..

Well, well, that's it for X'Mas..Might only write after New Year but who knows..Counting the days to NEW YEAR and thinking of what to write on my New Year resolution list.. Don't have to ask where am I goin to celebrate it cuz it'll be the same old answer..Dunno yet or maybe juz a simple quiet yumcha with my close ones =)

Wishing you all my fellow friends, HAPPY NEW YEAR and May the coming year be a good one for you!!

Christmas Shopping

Christmas shopping's DONE!!!! Phew, Finally.. Went for the last shopping outing to Mid Valley last Sunday. My, it was MADNESS!!!!!!! Arrived there at aprx 1030am and there was a slight traffic already. Could not find any parking and had to drive down to P2. After spending about 20 minutes at the parking lot finding for a space, I finally got 1.

Already had in mind what I wanted to get but before going to the intended shop, went and 'kay poh' a bit at one of the stalls behind the stage and surprisingly, with great deal, got most of the presents from there instead =p

By doing so, saved lots of my time. Walked around lagi and soon, it was lunch time. Went and find my dad who happened to be in Mid Valley too for lunch. As we could not decide what to eat and also because most eateries were full, we just decided to and settled down for McDonalds although it was full as well..Hmm, what to do... It was pure MADNESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!! Too many people around. So difficult to shop. Luckily I finished shopping so; HAPPILY, I was soon on my way home.

Spent most of my afternoon and night wrapping presents.. Soooo tired............but very happy as all's done and just waiting for CHRISTMAS to come, celebrate and eat!! Hehe..Yum Yum..

Bells are Ringing, Bright and Sweet

Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells, they're all around =)



It's 12 days to CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!! Yeah!! A time to celebrate Jesus's birthday, to remember HIM, hang out with families and friends and of course, exchange presents.. Ever since the starting of the month, been starting to write out a list of things that is ideal to be given as presents. The list is still not confirmed and time is running out.

However, there are a few which are settled. I've even given myself a BIG treat this month =) and now with what I call remaining-cash-in-hand I have now, gotta start re-calculating again..hehe..The best part of the season is to enjoy shopping, buying gifts and giving it to them. Can't wait to see the look on their faces when they start receiving and opening their presents as it will be the best gifts I'll receive from them =P

Mood Swings

It has been about 2 weeks since I've pen down a single thing. Since the last entry, wasn't in the mood for a lot of things. Mood and temper was really bad!! Don't know why I was feeling that way...Well, I guess the hormones will go "Yeah, go ahead and blame it on me again. I'm sooooooooooo used to it. Another one wouldn't hurt nor matter." But funnily, I wasn't really blaming my hormone although got slightly la.. I was feeling really not in peace. It lasted a week then I was in a better mood the following week. Now, it's BACK again!!!! Arrrgghh!! $%^&$%^$%&^*@#!%&

I dislike this feeling. Maybe there many unsolved problems and unnecessary worries that are haunting me. What is it, you may ask but I can't really answer you cause I wouldn't know how to. I guess I really need to sort out what is wrong with me and get into the OT immediately.

Anyhow, if I'm losing it at you, sorry la.Don't mean too and bear with it la k..hehe..

My Birthday Presents =)

My Birthday treats are not over yet..haha..Til today, I'm still receiving belated wishes and still be having one more birthday dinner (I think it's the last one) with my college friends..hehe..Feeling really blessed...Had Buffet lunch (Eastin Hotel) and Shabu-Shabu Steamboat dinner with my high school friends last Saturday. Lunch was really worth it and really yummy and ate til really full!! A lot more dishes were not tried as we were too full.. Would really like to go back there and eat the dishes that I've not tried.hehe..Then, after resting for about 2 hours at home, it was time to go for the 2nd round however, I could not eat much anymore during dinner. That day, I really felt like a pig...Gosh, many hours needed to exercise to get rid of all fat!!!!!


This year, it is a such a coincidence that some of my birthday presents are purple in colour..haha..Wanna say thanks to all of you who bought me these presents =)


1) Spectacles chosen carefully by Eser and Kit Zhai. (For ur info, the colour of this specs is purple altho it looks like black here) Those who chipped in are Kenny, Ian, Jase, Anna and Yii Jian.. Thanx lotsa, Mmmmuuuaaahhhkkkkkkkksssss and Big Hugssssss!!!!!


2) Earrings!! One of my favourite things in life..hehe..This girl knows that I love purple. She purposely chose this colour for the earrings.. Even the ribbon to tie the present and heart-shaped card (as shown) is purple in color..haha..Thanx lotsa, Jase!! Use the top's hugs and kisses k..hehe


3) Bath Slippers and Seatbelt-Handphone holder. By Sandra, Ayda and Fendi.. Thanx for dinner and these cuties.. I was rather relieved that it is not soft toys, though..hehe ;) Huggss and kissesss..





Else than these, there's something different about me too....Check it out..Hehehe ;P




So,.... what say you? ;)

Oh, wanna wish you, Chin Ven 姐 "Happy Birthday" too ;)

生日快乐;)

Another year has come and another year older!! Mature? Maybe..ha.Thankful?? Definitely!!

Thankful and grateful for all the blessings that I’m receiving from GOD. Thankful that He has been guiding and leading me through when I’m feeling lost and opening many doors for me,allowing me to have unforgettable experiences and gaining from it.

Thankful and feeling blessed that He has sent many ANGELS without wings surrounding me with love.

My day started with messages flooding in from friends whom I have not expected to receive from =D Then, started to do some work at home, rushed to office, attended 升铭’s Press Conference in a rush but was late..hehe.. then back to office, settled some stuffs while waiting for Eser to arrive to go for dinner. Was wondering what time will she arrive as most of us were really super hungry. That was because a few of us did not had proper breakfast nor lunch. Only had some tidbits at the press conference =P

Went to Hartamas and had Korean cuisine at "Korean House". Was yummy, had fun and was really full!!

Wanna take this opportunity to thank 可望，诗豪 和Pey Shen. 谢谢你们的礼物和 'cute' 蛋糕…

To 忆诗，建亿，可恩，杰仔，以健，和Anna for celebrating and having dinner with me.

Also taking this opportunity to say many thanks to all of you again who have called and sent me those lovely wishes via messages/SMSes. Can’t wait for the meals on Saturday..Hehe ;) [Greedy pig]

Till then, peace out =)

2006 娱协奖

Last Saturday (11 November 2006) was a big night for Malaysian artistes as it was a night whereby awards are given out to them as a recognization for their work together with those who have worked closely with them. This event,"Yu Xie<娱协奖>" is held once every 2 years and basic awards (to me la) like "Best Newcomer", "Best Composer", "Best Album", "Best Performer" etc are given out. Awards that are given out which is something new to me are awards like "Best DIY album", "Top 10 Songs (Local)", "Top 10 Songs (None Local)", "Best Kid's Song" (something like that I think) etc.

On Wednesday, I've only come to know that I would be helping Eser out backstage as she was the backstage emcee. My very first time being backstage full of well known people.Ha!! Well, my job was more of her "保姆"; taking care of and accompanying her as she was also a first timer dealing with such event ;) My part time job but I enjoyed it lots as it was an eye opener to me. I could see many sorts of people, many sorts of dressing, how artistes or well known people prepare themselves for "The Walk of Fame" or better known as the "Red Carpet" and many, many more. It was a whole new experience for me.

We were there rather early but was still rushing as there were too many people who needed to have to have their make up done and hair set. I guess they it is because they were lacking of hair stylists. I only saw 4 hair stylists around and you know la, with so many girls or women around; with loong hair some more...It takes time (I think 2 of them were not bad looking. I mean boleh tahan la..haha...I know, I know what you guys are thinking but hey, there's nothing much for me to do except for sitting or standing around when waiting for Eser who's doing her make up and hair. Occasionally got la, talk talk and laugh laugh with some other people from the industry =P)

When she was done, helped her to get dressed and rushed to the lounge to wait for her turn to make an appearance at the Red Carpet. She was a little bit kesian le as she had to run/ walk slightly faster in her high heels (aprx: 2" high) climb stairs lagi!! I was so worried that she would fall. At the lounge, as I mentioned, saw many different people and one unexpected person I saw was "Chung Chung; Nadia Chan Chung Ling"!!! I did not know she would be there!! (Well, I know that she and "Ho Wan Si" would attend this event [on the day itself. Yeah, pretty blur] but I did not expect to see her in a room full of people!! and too bad Ho Wan Si did not turn up)

Ok, back to the story... I've always liked Nadia and imagine seeing one of your favourite idol in the same room standing so close!! She looked reaally Beautiful, Tall and Sexy!! Later, at one point, when I turned my head, we met eye to eye, she smiled and nodded at me!! Of course, I smiled and nodded back to her!!! I was in total daze, mesmerized and happy like mad!! Yeah, sounding like a 'jakun' and a fanatic fan but luckily I managed to hold my composure!!! If not, malu la..Haha.. Told Eser and she kept asking if I want to take a picture with her.. I said, hmm, yeah I want but maybe later..Shy le..haha.. We finally sat down, looked around and chit chat slightly as she was also preparing herself. Finally, I guess we were looking at Nadia for some time and we decided to go and take a picture with her as she was not being surrounded at that time =)

After the Red Carpet, we went backstage to a small room filled with reporters and TV crews. There, Eser will conduct the interviews with the winners. There was a TV for us to see the show but no audio which we found a little bit ridiculous because we would not know what was really happening in front as in the winner had won what prize and what has he mentioned in front? We had to wait upon one of the person in charged to tell us what was really happening and at times, we are lost.

After the awards, we went to the celebration party held just outside along the corridor and one more surprise.. Saw my cousin brother working as the waiter (part time job he said) haha.. Ate a little bit and back to work again for a while. After that, we were free to go but before we left, we took some pictures with a few others ;)

I've come to see and learn a lot of things in this experience. Be it the way people work, people communicate or treat others. Find it pretty useful if I want to be in this line and also in my future career =)

Unhappy

There will always be two ways to view things be it personal or work...However, I feel that history is slightly repeating itself and it is pretty annoying. It makes me feel and look incompetent and unproductive when I'm not.. I knew that she (Y)'ll be calling me anytime to check and see if I've sent her the work however I could not do that because he(K) has yet to give me.

This has happened many times. Each time K will tell me a day within the week. I trusted him and therefore told/repeated to Y that K will send it to me the day that he told me. However, nothing was given to me on the exact day and so I gave K some more time and pushed the due date to the end of the working week. I knew that Y would also know that I've pushed the due day to the end of the week so she did not call me. Come end of the week, there's still nothing in my mailbox. This time I'm starting to worry and called K. Now he tells me that he is out of idea and will try to send it to me by the end of the day..

Just to make sure someone important (W) knows that I am doing my work and also sort of 'covering' my back, I told him but the reply I got from him is a dissapointment.

End of the day, Y called me and again I dissapointed her. Also I could hear that she did not sound very happy and frusfrated. I too understand her situation as she is having the same problem as me. Someone too is down her troat. I know that if I want, I could sound just like her with K on the phone but I did not.

Nightfall, I called and SMSed you but you did not pick up nor reply. Are you avoiding me?? I know that in your profession, mental block is very common and I too understand but I gave you the 'example' about 3 weeks and more ago!! Sigh, you can't keep doing this to me. Please do something about it.

Went home and I started blah, blah and blah-ing to my family and I've come to a conclusion that we need to have a talk again. Just feel that this cannot be happening everytime. We need to have a solution. I believe if this continues on, others will start to talk behind our back and does this do any good? :/

AaaaRRRRRggggggggggggggggHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhh!!!!!!

Well, something good has happened too other than this and what's the good news? Will keep you updated again when I've really confirmed it..Hehe ;)