Christmas is one of my favorite season of the year. It is a time of sharing and giving. This year, I did not manage to really do any Christmas shopping and it was mostly last minute shopping. Some are hand made though..
The feeling that I have when my friends receive the presents I give out is indescribable. The surprise they show and the joy they show on their faces. Of course, before I see their expressions, I will be there worrying if they would like it or not as well...So far so good though.. Haha.. (However, if they are faking their expressions, well they do a pretty good job although I hope they're not la..Hehe)
Anyhow, presents are given out. Do not wanna think too much it oredi..So, too all of you:
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year..Also Also, Happy Holidays!!!
Christmas is here...It's tomorrow!!! Gosh, there are still so many things to do..Christmas shopping is not complete..To you guys, please bear with me k..Your presents this year will be delayed but will definitely be received before the year ends, don't worry..Sorry sorry ar..Hehe... (anyway, got 12 days of Christmas ma...Heard of that song before??Hehe)
Here, Wishing all of you Merry Christmas!!! May your year be greatly blessed and have a jolly good year...
The sky was brighten up yesterday...Felt good and happy to see a clear blue sky once again.. The previous dark gloomy days were really difficult to go through as the rain was falling down heavily especially on the first day....
Life is like that. At times, the weather is really unpredictable and we really tend to learn protect ourselves and face it..Not easy because you can never predict mother nature on when or how it is going to happen.....
Anyhow, to you(s) who know who you are, thank you..........
A glass is really fragile. Once broken, you can never put it back together nicely anymore but you can always try..although there are cracks, take it as a memory.
You might think that I do not know what is on your mind. Well, I do. Yes, I do not know all but neither do you know what I'm going through.. I know that I have my wrong doings in certain areas and I'm learning but I mere human. I still tend to do mistakes..
We grow as time passes by.. Sometimes a leopard never changes its spot but will try to.. Reading through some words, it hurts but there's nothing much that I can do but just hope for the best..
The title simply means that Yise's album is out!! So happy cause it's finally out, it's the whole of Mobi's first baby!! YEAH!!
It was great fun to be involved from the start till watching it out. The feeling, indescribable..
Pre-Production --> Selecting songs and discussing about musicians who will be involved. MVs, album concept
Production --> Sitting in the studio during recording sessions, watching live sessionists play, missing my 'recording' and 'mixing' days, going out for events, MV shooting, photo shooting
Post-Production --> Selecting the order of songs in the album, Printing of album and posters, Selecting the cover and many more
So many things that I've learned during this journey..Although there are some things that I'm not personally involved yet there are things to be absorbed. It is everybody's hard work and most of our first time.
Funny thing is that I was really looking forward and excited for the Press Conference but on the day itself, I did not feel much as I thought I would but seriously, I was really happy. There was actually a part where by I felt touched and my visions were blurred but managed to keep cool la..hehe..
Anyway, CONGRATS and All the best 阿诗，we together-gether 加油 la ;) Yeah!!!
Although tired and having only about 6 hours of sleep on Saturday (that also did not get good sleep), I still went out for half a day yesterday. Went to shopping malls and did some shopping. Wanted to do some Christmas shopping but there was nothing that caught my eye..Christmas shopping this year is going to be tough!! Running out of ideas...
Went to catch a movie as well last night and it was pure luck. We could not book the tickets. The movie was supposed to start at 930pm. Reached the mall at about 9pm and thankfully there was a parking just nearby the entrance. We did not even have to go round searching for a space.
Rushed up to the cinema and when we reached, we saw a dragon..We were like Aiyo, so long la..How, how? Then I suggested we try our luck at the Gold Class counter..Guess what, lady's luck on our side!!! Yeah, we managed to get the tickets and it was 930pm!! Muahaha..
After movie, had to go search for car cause we used a different lift. It was so near us but yet so far cause we could not see it..Sigh, this teaches me that I have to start learning to remember where I parked my car.
Exciting? Ok ok la but seriously, tiring is more likely to describe our day...However, I enjoyed my day!!!!
5 days to go till the big day comes..I'm actually quite excited about it..Maybe because it is the first press conference that I'm personally involved in although so far not much news on it except for confirming the venue, preparing the guest and media list.
The album is said to be out on the 11th of December....
Check it out in the store nearby you for "YISE 罗忆诗".................................
Last month of the year...So fast..Time really flies...
So many things to do...So many things not yet accomplish...Sigh sigh sigh
I'm only beginning to feel really busy now with Yise releasing her album soon. This time I'm finally beginning to learn and experience what I've been wanting to do. I know the journey down the road will be tough. After a week of full schedules, arranging things, running around and lack of sleep, I've come to realize that I have to learn to be more alert, solutions should be given as soon as possible and things can change anytime anywhere.
So many things that I have to remember and blurt out straight away when asked..Ai, have to start training to have better memories..
My body's adjusting itself to late and sleepless nights. (I'm not complaining ok?)
All of the sudden, I wanna go SHOPPING!!!!!! for myself and also for X'MAS!!!! Have to find time, have to find time!!!!!!!!!
Monday - MV shooting..Started early morning, Really early as in reaching the studio 530am. Ran around buying tools needed for both the MVs and other errands. It was fun though as in watching and experiencing how MVs are being done. The working day lasted for 16 hours. I was too tired to drive home and had to crash into friend's place for the night.
Tuesday - Album photo shoot and MV. Another day which I had to start early. Being the running girl again but this day was much more relaxing as it was only in one location. The location was a show unit called 'Challis Damansara'. Really nice and cool house but if I had the money, I'll still double and triple consider buying this house as it is a townhouse which cost an arm and a leg.
Wed - Fri - Drama shooting....Different locations and SLEEPY. Simply because really not enough sleep...Thought wanna take my laptop and do work or watch movie but ai, mana tau???Mum's car also used..There is always a delay in the schedule..Thurs was supposed to finished at 9pm but ended up at 3am....Tonight don't know what time only can fong kong le...
Tomorrow - Off day (Supposed to have shooting as well but the other side has problem with their schedule so cancel...hahaha)
Sunday - Working from morning til night again..
Next week, full week again.....
Please do not be mistaken that I'm the main lead in the MV or drama shooting.. Haha...Of course, she's more tired than me but I believe we are tired in our own ways...Not much complaining so far except for SLEEPY!!!
Truthfully, I've learned a lot this week.. From handling stress, working hand-in-hand with others, listening to others' past experiences and learning from them, handling petty matters, seeing and observing others handle things, watching directors and crews working, the hard work and effort everyone put in..
Will be looking forward to the coming jobs and thank you to all giving me a chance and forgiving me on my mistakes...
Last week I was full of doubts and insecurities...Can I handle it? Am I handling it right? Sometimes, I feel really helpless and useless cause I can't help out much...I know my self- confidences are still lacking cause at times I know that my opinions are or will be accepted. Just never really dare to voice it out. Sigh..
Weekend to me was really for me to de-stress and the results came out well although I had to work. No complains there..
Starting from this week, I'll be experiencing something that I've never done before and maybe something that I've always yearn for.. So much thing to learn and handle but so little time because it is all last minute work..
There'll be lack of sleep and working till wee hours..This will probably go on for 2 weeks or so~~
Through this, I know I'll be learning to handle stress and also my temper. Muahaha..
I've got a few pointers from her..Thank you for sharing and reminding. Hope that I will not disappoint her and them cause they are really giving me lots of opportunities to learn and catch up on things..
I hope I'll be able to update my entries although I'll be busy (maybe short ones although I know at times it is impossible)
OH GOSH, with such busy schedules, how am I going to do my Christmas shopping.....................
This year, I was slightly sad BUT yet had the Memorable and Touching moments on my birthday....The day started off by receiving SMSes and phone calls from good friends... To me, some of it are unforgettable as I have never expected wishes from them..
On that day, most of the writers cum good friends turned up at the office really early as they had a meeting and we had breakfast together while waiting for the representative to reach the office. It was a good meet up session for us as we seldom gather up together.
It was a busy day for me and seriously, never in my life I had experience so many surprises.. The first one was to actually get a watch for my birthday...Thank you soooo much 'You-know-who'...hugsss..
Later during the day after doing stuffs outside, I had to complete my work in the office before leaving off for dinner..My group of friends from the office would not tell me where we were going..So ok, fine..Ian offered to drive..
Reaching the carpark, I saw my car..OH NO, there were papers stuck to it..Was really shocked and slightly scared..Looks like those Ah Long Cham Sau....Reaching nearer, it was my face!! and written on it was 'WARNING: IT's MY BIRTHDAY TODAY'..WT???? All around my car leh~~~ Aiyo...Of course, any normal person will tear it off..Haha..(I later got to know that Ke Wang had his fair share of FUN~~)
Ian then drove us to Shabu for dinner...Eser, Jian Yi and Yii Jian so much early but they arrived only about 830pm..When they reached, the 2nd surprise appeared..There they were, CARRYING a balloon each and a cake, singing the Birthday song while walking in....Really touched!!
Eser gave me a present that I did not expect her to get....Cause I said that I'll get it 2 weeks later..for X'mas..They purposely went to Bangsar to get this present and was stuck in the jam...The cake and balloon was personalized by them...
After dinner, I had to go for second round, meeting up with Grace and Subang friends..Never did I expect for another round of SURPRISE!!!! Close to 12, I saw Sam and was shocked..Eh, How come he was here?? Then, I heard a familiar voice calling my name..There, on the stage was Anna holding a mic and Ian playing the guitar....My visions were clouded for the 2nd time!!!!!! OMG!!!!
They had purposely rushed over, coming in from the back door after dinner..........How could I have not cried???Been trying to upload the video for this part but can't maybe later la..
Once again, here I would like to say Thanx lotsa for everything to all of you!!! The presents, plans, the actions and most importantly, the EFFORT you guys and gals put in!!!
P/S: Ah Yi, I copy ur youtube ya..cuz my official photographer not yet gimme the pictures..hehe =P
As people grow older, there tend to be more responsibilities and burdens.. It is not up to me to say whether I wanna think about it or not because eventually I have to face reality.
Work wise, taking things one step at a time...
Emotionally, it's actually on a roller coaster....
Still not mapping things out clearly..Am I really thinking too much? Have I started to let it go? Recently, Many a times I'm starting to regret the things that I've done even though it is a very simple or small matter...Can't control myself la....
Sigh, Why can't things be simpler and easier for us to go through?Problems can just be solved with just a snap of the finger there and then...
Problems, it's everywhere and happening to everyone~~~
Received a SMS this afternoon..Was really touched as she remembered about my day and asked about the plans..Seriously, I've forgotten about it and seeing the SMS reminds me that I'm getting old~~Yikes....
It's towards the end of the working week.. Wanna say this week passed by fast? Not really.. Wanna say it passed by slow? Not really too.. Maybe because there's work to do and the people around allowed me not to wonder too much about how soon can the week pass by..
Am actually amazed that I could just bottle up my feelings for the whole week (well, I mean for now la since it's Thursday) and not breaking down yet..
Well, Via the faithful MSN and meet ups, I complained.. Am sorta taking your advice but it's really hard..The cement just seems to slip away from the bricks at the moment. Maybe I should try 'ELEPHANT SUPERGLUE' instead!!
Seeing things that I feel I should not have, is killing me slowly...Maybe it's nothing and was just a simple gesture of care but yet, I felt the knife sorta sliced through the wound..The mind tends to wander off again to far far away land.. Imagining all sorts of scenes..Sigh, people just tend to think too much....
However, it's been a good week although there were lots to do.. As to how I faired on my behavior, I would say ok la, I guess..Not much of showing black faces (I think) but again, that's for others to judge..
The past weekend was certainly one of the most relaxing weekend for me.. Of course there were times when I was tired out cause of the travelling and all but overall, it felt good to just chill out and not be bothered about anything at all.
The only thing that I had to 'fan' about was what and where to eat..The usual question...Sigh..
Hope that I would be able to enjoy more of this lifestyle especially in places that are really beautiful..Hmm, maybe in the near future..Crossing my fingers..Hehe
It's supposed to be a happy day for me as it's the last day of the working week til I checked something out and worried me..I can't have any access to it as time do not allow til later.
I can feel the insides of my brain pounding hardly against my skull..It's like going to smash like jellies but instead of on the floor, it's inside my head........ This feeling is really killing me..I'm trying very hard to control my emotions. It was slightly loose just now but I'm still holding in, taking deep breath every moment that I can remember..
Crying or losing my temper will not help. So solutions are being thought of instead but I have none til I could access and get my hands on the stuff.
Is history going to repeat itself?? It has been checked and I've forgot about the previous settings we've done. Please do not do this to me....
Argghh, I really HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why didn't I just bounce the DAMM thing and include the other part later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Why are You always doing this to me? Empty promises that's what you're good at........You always make me say things that I do not want to say or tell.....Leaving pieces of SHITS around for me to pick up.....Are you going to be like this forever?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Last weekend during the Raya festival, I too went back to mum's hometown..To visit my grandma more actually..She hurt her leg and can't walk too much or else, she'll be experiencing painful and numb feeling.. My mum was saying that grandma was like a small kid asking her to go back..
When we reached, I could see my grandma's face light up..
She has lose sooo much weight...
Then on Saturday night, my eldest uncle came by and suggested having dinner outside the next day as we had to wait for my aunt who's returning as well and also to celebrate grandma's birthday earlier cause most of us are back..
Dinner was ok cause of the environment as the cousins and uncles and aunties are around.. However, the food was not up to par..Grandma did not expect us to celebrate her birthday and imagine the surprise look on her face when she saw the cake..
None of them remembered to bring camera but thanks to the advance technology and also my faithful camera phone, a 'chuin ga fook' of us cousins with the nieces and nephew with my grandma and uncle was taken...Say cheese~~~~~~~~
Last night when I reached home, I was slightly grumpy..Maybe it is because I was super sleepy (bed time now very early liao) and tired and also because plans to go back mum's hometown is in a mess.. So, after asking my mum a few questions, I went back upstairs grumpily..Dad who was watching TV did not ask me much..
This morning, I sent a SMS to my dad wishing him 'Mornin and hugs' (been wanting to do that for some time but always delay)
Shortly after that, my dad called me up. Conversation as below (Campur Canto and English) :
Dad: Are you ok? What's wrong?
Me: Huh? Ok ar. What, what's wrong?
Dad: You suddenly send me this type of message. Scare me le..What's wrong?
Me: Haha...I'm ok la..Just feel like send then send la..
Dad: You sure you ok ar? Why yesterday so grumpy? Boyfriend problem ar?
Me: Aiyo, no la..I'm fine la..Just tired..I OK la..
Dad: Ok la then..
Therefore, that's the end of the conversation~~
Hehe.. Those who are close to me know that I share a very close and special bond with this man....Hehe...Thinking back of the conversation we had earlier, it's really funny..Never thought that this conversation would have taken place...
Had a heart to heart talk till 330 in the morning. Mad!! Never thought that I would share my life with you, what more when you're a guy??? but it felt good and comfortable..Haha
By talking and sharing with you, I've learned more about myself and also more about how a guy thinks. What is really in a guy's mind and thoughts from a guy's point of view. Also, got to know you more and even better...
Beginning to feel good about myself and learning to be better. Your encouragement helps =)
Thank you for being my CARPENTERand making me understand more about cupboards and drawers..Haha...
Had a big gathering with frenz last night. Sort of a 'farewell' and early birthday dinner for our superb arranger, Ian who's going to Beijing..Dinner was shabu shabu buffet in Puchong, all you can eat for RM25 per pax...not bad....
Then, drove off to Grace's house. initial plan was to celebrate Ian's birthday with a cake and to push him into the swimming pool but failed to do so cause he's HUGE and difficult to PUSH!! In the end, people who ended up wet and jumping into the pool themselves are Ah Shi, Ah Yi and Grace..Haha...I got wet a little myself too and THANKFULLY made my hair yesterday so there's no way they could force me into the pool...Haha...
Ian, all the best when you're there ya and gonna miss you =P
Finally had the chance to sit down and have some quiet time to write this blog. We've finally got to meet up and spend some quality time together.. Although it was only for a few hours but yet, I was happy. Both you and I know that whenever we plan to meet up, it never work.. Good for us to actually catch up on things and maybe finally for you being able to open up to me about your pain. I know it still hurts and both of us know that it'll take time. Anyhow, stay strong and I'll be there for you whenever you need me.
It felt good that I could tell you my inner thoughts as well that night. Realized that I could actually missed you so much...
