SLEEPY

A non stop week for me..

Monday - MV shooting..Started early morning, Really early as in reaching the studio 530am. Ran around buying tools needed for both the MVs and other errands. It was fun though as in watching and experiencing how MVs are being done. The working day lasted for 16 hours. I was too tired to drive home and had to crash into friend's place for the night.

Tuesday - Album photo shoot and MV. Another day which I had to start early. Being the running girl again but this day was much more relaxing as it was only in one location. The location was a show unit called 'Challis Damansara'. Really nice and cool house but if I had the money, I'll still double and triple consider buying this house as it is a townhouse which cost an arm and a leg.

Wed - Fri - Drama shooting....Different locations and SLEEPY. Simply because really not enough sleep...Thought wanna take my laptop and do work or watch movie but ai, mana tau???Mum's car also used..There is always a delay in the schedule..Thurs was supposed to finished at 9pm but ended up at 3am....Tonight don't know what time only can fong kong le...

Tomorrow - Off day (Supposed to have shooting as well but the other side has problem with their schedule so cancel...hahaha)

Sunday - Working from morning til night again..

Next week, full week again.....

Please do not be mistaken that I'm the main lead in the MV or drama shooting.. Haha...Of course, she's more tired than me but I believe we are tired in our own ways...Not much complaining so far except for SLEEPY!!!

Truthfully, I've learned a lot this week.. From handling stress, working hand-in-hand with others, listening to others' past experiences and learning from them, handling petty matters, seeing and observing others handle things, watching directors and crews working, the hard work and effort everyone put in..

Will be looking forward to the coming jobs and thank you to all giving me a chance and forgiving me on my mistakes...

Starting to have a Bee's life

Last week I was full of doubts and insecurities...Can I handle it? Am I handling it right? Sometimes, I feel really helpless and useless cause I can't help out much...I know my self- confidences are still lacking cause at times I know that my opinions are or will be accepted. Just never really dare to voice it out. Sigh..

Weekend to me was really for me to de-stress and the results came out well although I had to work. No complains there..

Starting from this week, I'll be experiencing something that I've never done before and maybe something that I've always yearn for.. So much thing to learn and handle but so little time because it is all last minute work..

There'll be lack of sleep and working till wee hours..This will probably go on for 2 weeks or so~~

Through this, I know I'll be learning to handle stress and also my temper. Muahaha..

I've got a few pointers from her..Thank you for sharing and reminding. Hope that I will not disappoint her and them cause they are really giving me lots of opportunities to learn and catch up on things..

I hope I'll be able to update my entries although I'll be busy (maybe short ones although I know at times it is impossible)

OH GOSH, with such busy schedules, how am I going to do my Christmas shopping.....................

Birthday 2007

This year, I was slightly sad BUT yet had the Memorable and Touching moments on my birthday....The day started off by receiving SMSes and phone calls from good friends... To me, some of it are unforgettable as I have never expected wishes from them..

On that day, most of the writers cum good friends turned up at the office really early as they had a meeting and we had breakfast together while waiting for the representative to reach the office. It was a good meet up session for us as we seldom gather up together.

It was a busy day for me and seriously, never in my life I had experience so many surprises.. The first one was to actually get a watch for my birthday...Thank you soooo much 'You-know-who'...hugsss..

Later during the day after doing stuffs outside, I had to complete my work in the office before leaving off for dinner..My group of friends from the office would not tell me where we were going..So ok, fine..Ian offered to drive..

Reaching the carpark, I saw my car..OH NO, there were papers stuck to it..Was really shocked and slightly scared..Looks like those Ah Long Cham Sau....Reaching nearer, it was my face!! and written on it was 'WARNING: IT's MY BIRTHDAY TODAY'..WT???? All around my car leh~~~
Aiyo...Of course, any normal person will tear it off..Haha..(I later got to know that Ke Wang had his fair share of FUN~~)

Ian then drove us to Shabu for dinner...Eser, Jian Yi and Yii Jian so much early but they arrived only about 830pm..When they reached, the 2nd surprise appeared..There they were, CARRYING a balloon each and a cake, singing the Birthday song while walking in....Really touched!!

Eser gave me a present that I did not expect her to get....Cause I said that I'll get it 2 weeks later..for X'mas..They purposely went to Bangsar to get this present and was stuck in the jam...The cake and balloon was personalized by them...

After dinner, I had to go for second round, meeting up with Grace and Subang friends..Never did I expect for another round of SURPRISE!!!! Close to 12, I saw Sam and was shocked..Eh, How come he was here?? Then, I heard a familiar voice calling my name..There, on the stage was Anna holding a mic and Ian playing the guitar....My visions were clouded for the 2nd time!!!!!! OMG!!!!

They had purposely rushed over, coming in from the back door after dinner..........How could I have not cried???Been trying to upload the video for this part but can't maybe later la..

Once again, here I would like to say Thanx lotsa for everything to all of you!!! The presents, plans, the actions and most importantly, the EFFORT you guys and gals put in!!!

P/S: Ah Yi, I copy ur youtube ya..cuz my official photographer not yet gimme the pictures..hehe =P

Problematic Child

As people grow older, there tend to be more responsibilities and burdens.. It is not up to me to say whether I wanna think about it or not because eventually I have to face reality.

Work wise, taking things one step at a time...

Emotionally, it's actually on a roller coaster....

Still not mapping things out clearly..Am I really thinking too much? Have I started to let it go? Recently, Many a times I'm starting to regret the things that I've done even though it is a very simple or small matter...Can't control myself la....

Sigh, Why can't things be simpler and easier for us to go through?Problems can just be solved with just a snap of the finger there and then...

Problems, it's everywhere and happening to everyone~~~

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Received a SMS this afternoon..Was really touched as she remembered about my day and asked about the plans..Seriously, I've forgotten about it and seeing the SMS reminds me that I'm getting old~~Yikes....

I need stronger Cement???

It's towards the end of the working week..
Wanna say this week passed by fast? Not really..
Wanna say it passed by slow? Not really too..
Maybe because there's work to do and the people around allowed me not to wonder too much about how soon can the week pass by..

Am actually amazed that I could just bottle up my feelings for the whole week (well, I mean for now la since it's Thursday) and not breaking down yet..

Well, Via the faithful MSN and meet ups, I complained.. Am sorta taking your advice but it's really hard..The cement just seems to slip away from the bricks at the moment. Maybe I should try 'ELEPHANT SUPERGLUE' instead!!

Seeing things that I feel I should not have, is killing me slowly...Maybe it's nothing and was just a simple gesture of care but yet, I felt the knife sorta sliced through the wound..The mind tends to wander off again to far far away land.. Imagining all sorts of scenes..Sigh, people just tend to think too much....

However, it's been a good week although there were lots to do.. As to how I faired on my behavior, I would say ok la, I guess..Not much of showing black faces (I think) but again, that's for others to judge..