Relaxing

The past weekend was certainly one of the most relaxing weekend for me.. Of course there were times when I was tired out cause of the travelling and all but overall, it felt good to just chill out and not be bothered about anything at all.

The only thing that I had to 'fan' about was what and where to eat..The usual question...Sigh..

Hope that I would be able to enjoy more of this lifestyle especially in places that are really beautiful..Hmm, maybe in the near future..Crossing my fingers..Hehe

Shit Happens

It's supposed to be a happy day for me as it's the last day of the working week til I checked something out and worried me..I can't have any access to it as time do not allow til later.

I can feel the insides of my brain pounding hardly against my skull..It's like going to smash like jellies but instead of on the floor, it's inside my head........
This feeling is really killing me..I'm trying very hard to control my emotions. It was slightly loose just now but I'm still holding in, taking deep breath every moment that I can remember..

Crying or losing my temper will not help. So solutions are being thought of instead but I have none til I could access and get my hands on the stuff.

Is history going to repeat itself?? It has been checked and I've forgot about the previous settings we've done. Please do not do this to me....

Argghh, I really HATE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why didn't I just bounce the DAMM thing and include the other part later!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why are You always doing this to me? Empty promises that's what you're good at........You always make me say things that I do not want to say or tell.....Leaving pieces of SHITS around for me to pick up.....Are you going to be like this forever?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Grandma birthday

Happy Birthday Po Po!! (Her birthday today~~)

Last weekend during the Raya festival, I too went back to mum's hometown..To visit my grandma more actually..She hurt her leg and can't walk too much or else, she'll be experiencing painful and numb feeling.. My mum was saying that grandma was like a small kid asking her to go back..

When we reached, I could see my grandma's face light up..

She has lose sooo much weight...

Then on Saturday night, my eldest uncle came by and suggested having dinner outside the next day as we had to wait for my aunt who's returning as well and also to celebrate grandma's birthday earlier cause most of us are back..

Dinner was ok cause of the environment as the cousins and uncles and aunties are around.. However, the food was not up to par..Grandma did not expect us to celebrate her birthday and imagine the surprise look on her face when she saw the cake..

None of them remembered to bring camera but thanks to the advance technology and also my faithful camera phone, a 'chuin ga fook' of us cousins with the nieces and nephew with my grandma and uncle was taken...Say cheese~~~~~~~~

This Special Man in my Life

Last night when I reached home, I was slightly grumpy..Maybe it is because I was super sleepy (bed time now very early liao) and tired and also because plans to go back mum's hometown is in a mess.. So, after asking my mum a few questions, I went back upstairs grumpily..Dad who was watching TV did not ask me much..

This morning, I sent a SMS to my dad wishing him 'Mornin and hugs' (been wanting to do that for some time but always delay)

Shortly after that, my dad called me up. Conversation as below (Campur Canto and English) :

Dad: Are you ok? What's wrong?

Me: Huh? Ok ar. What, what's wrong?

Dad: You suddenly send me this type of message. Scare me le..What's wrong?

Me: Haha...I'm ok la..Just feel like send then send la..

Dad: You sure you ok ar? Why yesterday so grumpy? Boyfriend problem ar?

Me: Aiyo, no la..I'm fine la..Just tired..I OK la..

Dad: Ok la then..

Therefore, that's the end of the conversation~~

Hehe.. Those who are close to me know that I share a very close and special bond with this man....Hehe...Thinking back of the conversation we had earlier, it's really funny..Never thought that this conversation would have taken place...

Carpenter, Cupboards & Drawers

Had a heart to heart talk till 330 in the morning. Mad!! Never thought that I would share my life with you, what more when you're a guy??? but it felt good and comfortable..Haha

By talking and sharing with you, I've learned more about myself and also more about how a guy thinks. What is really in a guy's mind and thoughts from a guy's point of view. Also, got to know you more and even better...

Beginning to feel good about myself and learning to be better. Your encouragement helps =)

Thank you for being my CARPENTER and making me understand more about cupboards and drawers..Haha...

Gonna miss you, Big Guy

Had a big gathering with frenz last night. Sort of a 'farewell' and early birthday dinner for our superb arranger, Ian who's going to Beijing..Dinner was shabu shabu buffet in Puchong, all you can eat for RM25 per pax...not bad....

Then, drove off to Grace's house. initial plan was to celebrate Ian's birthday with a cake and to push him into the swimming pool but failed to do so cause he's HUGE and difficult to PUSH!! In the end, people who ended up wet and jumping into the pool themselves are Ah Shi, Ah Yi and Grace..Haha...I got wet a little myself too and THANKFULLY made my hair yesterday so there's no way they could force me into the pool...Haha...

Ian, all the best when you're there ya and gonna miss you =P

Finally...

Finally had the chance to sit down and have some quiet time to write this blog. We've finally got to meet up and spend some quality time together.. Although it was only for a few hours but yet, I was happy. Both you and I know that whenever we plan to meet up, it never work.. Good for us to actually catch up on things and maybe finally for you being able to open up to me about your pain. I know it still hurts and both of us know that it'll take time. Anyhow, stay strong and I'll be there for you whenever you need me.

It felt good that I could tell you my inner thoughts as well that night. Realized that I could actually missed you so much...

Thank you for that night..Hugss and kisses =)

Lazeeeee

I can finally have a good night sleep..or rather, sleeping better and more now..Past week was really difficult..You know, the frustration when you can't or do not get enough sleep..Maybe I've or am learning to let go and not be too stubborn on certain areas in life.. Go as it comes~~~

The past weekend was relaxing..Maybe it has been some time since I've really sat at home even during weekends doing nothing but eat, catching up on sleep and watching movie..Got la, do a bit of animation work..Haha..

Saturday morning was spent lazing at home and taking a short nap cause I was supposed to go for a movie treat with Grace..mana tau, I set wrong alarm and overslept..Hehe..Couldn't make it to the movies so I suggested that we go for a massage instead..Since both were really tired and wanted to have a good time relaxing. We went to Business Center in USJ 9. I think they're from China judging from their accent and style of massage. (It's very similar to the one I experienced back when I was in Guangzhou)

During massage, Grace and I chit chatted nonstop. Our busy mouth only stopped when we had to turn around for back massage..After the treatment, I could feel that my body loosen up so much more. After that, we went for lunch cum tea cum dinner..I felt that we sort of are experiencing the super rich ladies lifestyle although ours are much more cheaper la...

Then, we rushed down to KL First Baptist Church to see Ian perform in a Chinese Christian song-writing competition. Something that I've never seen or attended before. Performers are from Malaysia, Hong Kong, Taiwan etc. Wonder why there's no such thing in the English side.. Maybe there are but I do not know. However, the show was enjoyable. Most of the competitors are good and it's always comfortable to see brothers and sisters in Christ no matter where we are from or in what language, share our love and give praises to our LORD GOD.. Enjoyed it lots..CONGRATS to Ian and your band for getting third prize. Yes, I know, not you but still, you guys are a team ma..Ok la, better still, CONGRATS Xiao Bing (I don't know how to spell ur name le..Sorry ar..Hehe)

All in all, it was a great day..Enjoyed it lots as we have got to learn more of each other although a bit scary...Hehe.. Hope you had fun too ;)