Missing?

I read your blog and I soooo understand what you meant...Sometimes, you really wonder what and why is it missing...

It is true and never easy to find your other half as you grow older..You sit there and wonder if he will ever appear..If he had, is he the one?? It hurts to see others together being lovey dovey and al..You are happy for them but Juz that it's pretty funny whereby you know you can be in that situation but yet it's not happening...

So tired..Really tired...

I tried penning it down but could never finish or sometimes I just could not....I miss my days when words could just flow out easily..........................

Ching Ming 08 (Wan family)

Sunday early morning went down to and reached Klang at 720am. Yearly event whereby we would go visit my grandparents (paternal) and my dad's '3 ku 6 po'..(Actually I don't do it yearly due to some complications)..However this year, I made it a point to go and luckily the weather was being kind to us..Cloudy all the way until we finished which was about 10am..

Look at the mountain of cemetaries

As mentioned, due to some complications, I do not do this every year but was glad that I went. Even dad and MUM made an effort and I think my grandparents received the most $$$ this year..Haha..Well, some of my uncles and aunties did not turn up.. Hopefully they'll come next year and who knows, they'll receive even more $$$!!! Haha...

My grandparents also got to see some of the newest addition to the family and some long lost son, grandson and Great grandson!!Haha...

After kau tim-in everything, we went for brunch..Bak Kut Teh(Klang's famous for it) but to me, this shop punya food not really yummy but it's the people around that counts.. Not all of you are here but better than nothing and at times, we do not even gather like this as one during Chinese New Year...Ching Ming only got such opportunity..Sad case (to me la) but stil ok la.........

想

看到某某写的文章，
原来它可以让我那么的不开心。。


不好再想了。。
你啊~~~
决定要做的事情就去做吧。。
听话啦，
真的不好再想太多了。。
那么辛苦干吗？

Losing it

I gotta learn to chill off~~

I'm REALLY losing it....Due to what reasons, I do not know...Just feel that I'm losing it mentally..
Hopefully this weekend will help me loosen up..Well, after work of cuz..

I'm pretty excited this coming Sunday actually..No idea why.. Maybe because it is seldom and tough for all to be together...Crossing my fingers ;)

Break

You are BACK!!! Back to haunt me...Sigh, Please go away..I don't need your company now..My dark circles are getting bigger and darker~~~~~~~~~~

Not in the right condition these days....moody and blue-ish....
Feel that a break is needed but also feel that it's not necessary...but yet, feeling that without it, I'm suffocating~~Uwek!!!!

In your life - A nobody

Insensitive - Feeling that way

I need my santuary.........Amnesia, please leave me....

SCORPIO - The Intense One
Can become obsessive or secretive.Can be jealous and/or possessive. Hardworking. Determined. Very energetic. Intelligent.Talkative. Holds grudges. Great kisser. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Romantic. Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional.

How many of us reads about our star sign?
How many of us thinks that it is true..
Do you read your daily horoscope?

Many a times when I come across the star sign that is related to me, I'll stop and read about it but not the daily horoscope..This is just one that I stumble upon and here goes if it's TRUE or FALSE about myself:-

Can be obsessive or secretive - Very True
Can be jealous and/or possessive - Very True
Hardworking. Determined - True
Intelligent. Very energetic - Figure it out urself
Talkative - At times(depending on my mood)
Hold Grudges - Figure it out urself
Attractive. Great kisser - Hmm, gotta learn 2b more confident in this area..So, maybe true kua.
Loves being in long relationships. Romantic - Very Very True..(haha)
Can be self-centered at times. Passionate and Emotional - Extremely True

Always remember not to believe everything that you read..Therefore, beware....Muahaha..

Tempt

You are so tempting but yet....

The icing on the cake can oredi be tasted soon..

Can only eat the cake after a few months...

What should I do? How.....?

Massage

The weekend was spent in a relaxing way and in pain...Lazing around during the weekend was really great when you do not have to do anything but just sitting in front of the TV or on the bed or playing computer games...

However, late Saturday night, went out with Grace for a full body massage session nearby our house.. It was relaxing whereby they used to massage but yet it was slightly pain. She told me that my body had lotsa 'fung' and heaty...Also that I must be spending a lot of time in front of the computer because of the way my bone is now positioned..After the session, the masseur (forgot how to spell la) warned me that I will feel the pain tomoro..so, beware....

When I went back, I checked out my back cause I felt slight pain. Wow, my back was red..Really red..Something like 'kuat Sa' punya look...(Like what I always do for dad)...Pain like mad..But that night, I was able to have a good night sleep after many sleepless night......Pricey but worth it la~~

ELECTION '08

Today, 8th March 2008....

A big day for the whole nation..

ELECTION!!!

I've never had the interest in politics but maybe because I'm mixing around with frenz who are talking so much about it these days so I sorta have a bit bit interest la..To me, it's true that all should vote because it is our future..

Ever since Mahathir stepped down, many of us are not happy with the government simply because of the way the country is ruled. Maybe the government had forgotten that now, it is us the younger ones who hold the power now especially in the urban area..Haha..

To me, it is the first time voting. Thought that I would be super excited but feeling was so-so only when I was at the polling station...Well, at least it was a good experience =)

This year should be an interesting election year and Cheers to those who have won..(Of course I'm congratulating the party that I voted la..Heehe) You have done a good job and planned Excellent strategy this year!!!!

Meaning??

Why do you take things for granted? Is it that if I do not ask, you do not act? And you'll just keep delaying it........

I've never had this type of challenge before. Yes, it's good to experience different type of scenarios but yet...Also, please understand that it's not my position to make decisions.

I understood where you're heading towards to but I'm still blur. I know what I did or am doing but does that mean it's full stop? Yet, it looks more like a comma....You come and go as you like.. Meaning?!?!?!

I never really like to think too much but this have occurred so often now that I'm really starting to feel tired..I never like to be down but it's occurring so often now.....I'm already an emotional person so why still treat me like that? My heart and brain's not working together anymore..Stop messing around please and Domo Arigato....

#@%&$(%^&#

Should have taken a picture before I wrapped up the thing..Darn...

That's NOT the worse part.... My phone went DEAD on me when I needed it most!!! @$%#$%)*^%^)*^##%%&#$&^