Accept It

The week had been a pretty hard week for me due to some reasons..This is life I guess and I'm still learning to accept it. I've finally got some things figured out and that's how I can get back to my old-self I guess...It's pain~~ I'm still hoping for the best, It's difficult to achieve but things are always unpredictable... Is it time to let go? Maybe it is......

What If

Never have I thought that things will happen so fast but I am glad that it happened..I was taken aback when it happened and my heart just missed a beat..The feeling that was long gone came back. The fear, the anxiety, the pain and the hope..

There is still no conclusion to the topic. Do not know to keep the hopes high or low. Human being are pure human beings. They'll always want to hear positive things but I guess I always have to always prepare myself for 'What If'...

Warmth~~

Last weekend was something that I have not had for some time. It is not something new but I'm still learning about it. Maybe it is because I've not been in contact with it for a long time, always being cautious and now am still wondering if I have taken the right decision.. There are still doubts because of the things that I'm experiencing..

Still not able to read and capture the meaning of it and I tend to think a lot about it.. Never liked to be in a place whereby things are in a blur~~ Sigh, that's why I tend to think lots, I guess..Maybe I should just lay back, enjoy the process of it and not think too much about it...

It felt good to have the care and warmth ^_^

Ye Ming Premiere

Went up to Penang on Sunday for work. On the way up, we went to Tanjung Tualang for lunch. Big fat prawns...This time, I realized that there can be many things that can be unexpected and have learned to handle it although still tumbling around. I've learned and gained lotsa experience on this trip itself although there were some unhappy moments (for myself la)..

The trip up this time is to attend a press conference, tea party and also to attend Angelica Lee Sin Jie's new movie (Road to Dawn) Premiere.. It was a fresh new experience. Imagine le, being in the room with VVIPs.. Hehe... During the premier, saw 2 ladies dressed in traditional Nyonya costume. Wow, pretty ladies in the house, went up to them to take a picture with them (They happened to be the KLFs of the movie)

Sin Jie looks really sweet in real life.The main actor, Winston Chao is really super good looking. The other lead actress, Wu Yue was also gorgeous. Never thought of that simply because the posters and in the movie, she does not look good. Make-ups!!

Rushed back down to KL on Tues morning and then rushed down to Mid Valley for some errands and also to attend the Premiere held in GSC Mid Valley. Again, we are placed in a room full of VIPs and politicians. Fun,happening and it's really all about the experience.

学友的演唱会

Friday night was superb!!! One of the most memorable night for me.. They call him 'God of Songs' and he is no other than JACKY CHEUNG himself.

Although I've been in this line for a year and have seen quite some artistes but yet when it comes to Jacky, it different!! Have always been wondering OMG, I wish I could at least RECORD one of HIS song!! And if that opportunity comes, it would be my greatest joy and I'll never regret that I studied MUSIC PRODUCTION!! If that opportunity DO come and it is recorded in the company I work in, I will BEG my bosses to allow me to do the recording!! HAHAHAHA........

Lotsa old and lovable songs are sang. Of course there are some hot, slick movements in his fast numbers but still his song numbers are the best. The concert was supposed to start at 830pm but was 15 minutes late. It was ok cause the concert lasted til 12 midnight and could hear his voice a little hoarse. Superb lighting and fireworx effects.

Really shiok la listening to the slow numbers as it would just melt your heart away. He sang songs like Wan See Gok Dak Nei Jui Hou,Lei Hoi Yi Hao, Ngam Luin Nei, Ji Seong Yat Sang Gan Nei Jau, Yiu Yiu, Gong Nei Ji and many more.

My opinion of the downside of the show? The musical which lasted for about 30 minutes was the boring section. That was the time when you could feel like everyone's really watching a musical, quietly and being obedient children watching show. No screaming. Only applauses..Haha..

There were some technical probs as well..Hehe..But anyhow, another round of applause!!!

Rainbows after the Rain

Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine,
after the rain ....

Perhaps you may stumble,
perhaps even fall,
But God's always ready,
To answer your call ...

He knows every heartache,
sees every tear,
A word from His lips,
can calm every fear ...

Your sorrows may linger,
throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish,
in dawn's early light ...

The Savior is waiting,
somewhere above,
To give you His grace,
and send you His love...

Whatever your cross,
whatever your pain,
"God always sends rainbows ....
after the rain ... "

Going through pain is non-negotiable and a process of learning.. Just gotta always remember there'll be a rainbow awaiting for us later =)

(Got this from a forwarded mail and thought of sharing with you)

Trust

It feels good to actually see and join forces with you again.. Missed you lots actually and to actually spend some quality time with you was fun. Wow, surprises, surprises!! Yeah, some things were suspicious and expected but finally knowing from you to confirm it is like putting a big 'CHOP' on the paper stating 'Approve". Haha..

Did not expect that we have actually build such a strong and solid TRUST in each other that we could share so much things =)

Sweet but yet painful!! I can only ache for you. Really ache.. Both are my good friends... I too wonder but will never know unless we talk..

However, Always here for you whenever you need me..That's what the technology is for..

Huggsss

Disappointing Fireworks

This news is outdated yes, but still just a memory for me. Thought Look Out Point will be one of the best and nice place to see fireworks during Merdeka Eve but mana tau, disappointed to the max!!! The fireworks were soooo 'kecik mao toy'. It's like just seeing small fire balls being thrown up in the air. Did not see any from KLCC or KL tower.. Aih, BUT anyhow, that night it was the people there that counts. Friends whom I did not expect to turn up came!! Hope to have more gathering like this =)